June 23, 2011

Perfect Plan Ruined

I am the type of man who likes when things go his way and when people do what he wants when he wants it cause I am a man and a celebrity which entitles me to whatever I want with no question or reason. My brothers have gotten whatever we wanted since we were youngern all Nick, Kevin and me had to do was tell our parents that we wanted something and they would buy it for us even if they didn't have the money for it.

My wanting and needs only got bigger and more extravagent the first time that Kevin, Nick and me brought out our first CD, the young people couldn't get enough of us, naturally, so they bought anything and everything that either had our names, pictures or even voices on it which brought us in more money which we spent on things that we needed like a big house cause I had to make a statement that I was a God who deserved only the biggest, most extravegant and most expensice things around him.

To add to my image I need some hot dumb who will do whatever I want without any arguement. I want a women from the 60's, a girl who will cook, clean and take care of my heirs, I want a lot of heirs to carry on the good name of Jonas and install my wonderful qualities and personalities to . Pretty much I want a slave to my every whim and wish, someone to use as a doormat.

But all of those girls, they are not fit to be called women, that I dated didn't fit my image of a "perfect" servant. They started off ok, they made sure that my needs and wants were put ahead of theirs .But then they expected me to treat them as my equals, um no woman were put on this Earth to make sure that man lived the life they want, and treat them with the affection that they gave me so it was bye for them.

The chick, Celeste, I'm going to marry is ok. She is gone for months at a time because of her job as a model. Her absence is perfect for me as I can act like a single young man which means I can cheat on Celeste with any of the girls who throw themselves at me. I have cheated on her over 20 times and even when we take the plunge I won't stop cheating on her cause a guy can't be expected to be faithful when he is in high demand.

You are probably wondering why I am marrying Celeste when I don't really love her or won't be completely faithful to her and the answer is, Celeste has been with me for 7 years and has been pestering me for years to make a life time commitment to her and she doesn't put a lot of pressure on me to be the man of her dreams so I thought I owe her to get married to her cause I know that she loves me for me and not my money.

I was out with one of my friends, Jared, at a local bar and after a few drinks and stories about the woman we were banging behind our fiances' back, we started to dare each other to do stupid things like eating a lemon or jumping on the bar and singing at the top of our lungs. Then Jared dared me that I couldn't get one of my exes, who apparantly were mad at me for dumping them through the use of my cellphone (why would I risk getting hurt physcially by their feelings?), to fall in love with me so that after the wedding she will agree to become my mistress. Is he nuts, I can get any woman to fall madly in love with me, I do it all the time. Woman can't help but fall in love with me.

We bet $150 bucks and Jared picked out the only one of my exes that was not only hitched but had brats; Demi Lovato or should I say Knight. Demi married is funny to me because she was always a pushover, always putting others before herself so all a guy has to do is show her some affection and she will do anything he wants. This guy probably found out that Demi wouldn't bang him unless he married her so that is the reason he did so he could get some.

Dam Demi grew a backbone since we last talked which was at least 7 years ago. In order for her to talk to me I had to fake aplogize for hurting her in the past, ya right she should be aplogizing to me for not trying harder to be my dream girl, and promise never to hurt her again, the words choked in my throat cause I wanted to hurt her some more as it made me feel like a big important person which of course I am but I remembered that I was trying to win the bet so I choked out the words. Dumb broad actually believed me when I said that I was sorry for my past mistakes.

I tried my usual flirting and forms of affection that had worked so well the first time to get Demi to agree to date me aka going to the set of her TV show, which sucked so badly I can't believe that people found them funny or entertaining, communicating through Twitter pretending to care about what things were happening in her life and putting little bits of flirting and innunedoes in my messages and taking her out to dinner to a nice restuarant, dam girl was being so stubborn about being faithful to her hubby and both times her husband came with us.

I remember Sterling Knight as being such a loser and a wannabe actor so I guess they are perfect for each other. He was so obviously in love with Demi when we were dating, he would call her the grossiest nicknames like "sweetie" and "honey", would actually listen to her dribble and actually cared about her and her feelings\opinions, what a wuss and an embarassment to all mankind. I guess his pathetic wishes were answered or Demi knew that she had the best aka me and had to settle for the 2nd best.

It was so frustrating, from my first sign of affection and flirting Demi should have became a puddle at my feet and become a mindless slave that would do what I wish and forget all about her brats and her hubby but Demi didn't fall for any of my tricks and she was committed to keep being faithful to her stupid husband.

I'm not losing hope, I even did something sneaky, man am I good, to try to break up Sterling and Demi. I annoymously called "In Touch" magazine and told them that I have proof of Mrs Demi Knight cheating on her husband with an ex-boyfriend and they were kissing, hugging and being all up in each other's business and the losers did a story on it. What idiots, the pictures I sent them were manips done by me of pictures of Demi and me at the time when she was luckly dating me,my plan was to make Demi's little fans lose faith in their idol, what morons would think that Demi would make a good role model, and revolt against her, her husband will leave her and the beautiful little life she made for herself will fall apart and who will be there to be a shoulder to cry on, me and a crying woman is always easy to manipulate and have some fun with if you know what I mean :).

Dam the stupid magazine article might have published the article and the "Jemi" fans, who are so pathetic cause they actually believe that Demi and I are soulmates and are still in love with each other (morons, I never loved Demi, I just pretened to be in order to have some fun with her and manipulate her young innocent mind, the only person I love is me), actually were tweeting that "Jemi" was back together and hating on Demi for cheating on her hubby.

But most of the people who read the article didn't believe the story or that the pictures were real. How would you losers know? Hmm are you guys masters of computer manips? I think not so shut it. They actually defended Demi by saying that there is no way that Demi would cheat on Sterling and that the person who started the rumor is a jerk. Yes I'm proud to admit that I'm a jerk, like I said before I am a man who wants what I want and gets mad if it isn't given to me especially if it gets someone else mad or their feelings hurt.

Overall my fake photos and article didn't work out in my favour; Sterling didn't divorce Demi but defended his wife's honor, um she doesn't have honor, she's a pathetic, little, insignificant girl so why defend her? And soon the gossip went cold, dam, I guess I will have to pull out all the stops to get Demi to be my lovesick slave and what the perfect place to do that then at my own wedding. I mean there will be paparazzi there, I mean what would be the point of having a big event with lots of famous people being in one room and not having any gossip, articles and pictures to brag to the public about how much better we are then them.

When I invited Demi and her little family to the wedding, telling her that it would mean a lot to me if she would come, she agreed. Here comes the real acting folks cause by the end of the night, I will be married (not looking forward to that part) but have a mistress who will be my love slave that fulfills all my needs, wants and expectations and won't want anything back. I will get Demi and stupid, naive Celeste won't know of my plan or my mistress. (evil laugh). Demi will definetly become putty in my hands when I turn on my Jonas charm and flirting skills.

The day of the wedding I was fine with everything, to me it was a normal day, I didn't care that I was getting married cause it just meant that I would always have someone to warm my bed and bare my heirs in between my affairs with random woman. I have to say that I looked mighty handsome, like always, in my tux. On the way to the church, Kevin and my best men drank a whole lot of champaigne and joshed around, mooning people and wolf whistling to the hot chicks that drove by the limo.

I have to admit that Demi looked hot in a dark blue sleeveless dress that reached down to her kness and curled her hair to flow over her shoulders, it sure didn't look like she had been knocked up with two brats. I think someone is trying to impress me by getting all dolled up, that's right baby, gussey yourself up just for me as it's just the beginning of what I will make you do for me when you become my mistress.

I introduced Celeste and Demi, my wife and my mistress meeting but never gonna know that they will be sharing a man, and both were very cordial towards the others. Celeste kept cooing and talking baby talk to the girls, that's right baby better get used to being around babies cause you are having lots of them but there is no way that you are babying my sons cause they need to learn how to be men, real men and not whinny babies.

I pulled Demi away from the group saying that I needed to talk to her, Celeste had gone to the bathroom to freshen up (she could put on tons of makeup and dress in the finest clothes and she wouldn't look attractive at all) and Sterloser had taken both girls inside, or so I thought. i had no idea that one of the brats had followed Demi and me and was evesdropping.

I put on my most charming smile and oozed gentleness and sweetness from my voice as i took her hand and moved closer to her. I felt Demi try to pull away from me but there is no way that I am letting her go until I get what i want. I told her that I haven't been able to stop thinking of her since we broke up, I was so so sorry for all and every hurt,pain and humiliation I made her suffer both emotionally and pysically and if I could I would turn back time and stop from doing what I did and how glad I was that she had forgiven me.

In case you peabrains didn't know, all I said was lies. I had forgotten all about her cause she is so easily forgotten, hey is it my fault that she is so weak, naive and insignificant?, and I was proud that I had stood up for my rights to have a smoking hot girlfriend who will be eye and arm candy and do nothing to upstage me and if I had the choice to turn back time I would have done it the same way cause either way i got rid of an annoyance. But Demi's little brain won't know that I'm lying so who cares.

Demi said in a calm voice that I hoped meant that her heart was melting towards me and believed every word I was saying, that she had forgiven me a long time ago cause holding onto pain and anger isn't healthy for anyone's psyh (what are you a psychologist?) and that she was glad that we were on the road to being friends again.

Now to up the ante, I stepped even closer now, 2 inches seperated us now and yes Demi tried to move away but I wouldn't let her, no one is gonna to stop me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and even when Demi struggled I wouldn't let her go, she is going to listen to me whether she likes it or not cause what I'm about to say will seal the deal.

I told her that it was pointless to deny our feelings, she may be married but I could see the desire and love in her eyes whenever we were together that she couldn't hide, so I know that she felt the same way that I did. What we have is something that can't be squelched by our duties as spouses and a mother, I know that she was just scared of her feelings for me because she knows that what we had was special and the only reason she married Sterling was because she thought I wouldn't love her like I used to if she tried to tell me that she still loved me. But we can still be together, but we have to be discreet for awhile so that our spouses don't catch wind of our affair but once everything gets settled we can be together witohut any other obligations.

During my speech Demi's mouth was open and she was speechless, a fine quality in a woman and that means she is surprised by my words but is thinking along the same ways as me which means she has totally fallen for my speech. Then the side of my face hurt and I saw that Demi still had her hand up. Hey she slapped me and it hurt too. How dare she place a mark on this perfection that is my face.

I guess it was time for Demi to give a long winded speech, she said that there was no way that she loved me, she had stopped loving me the moment that I dumped her for Ashley and sank our 3 year friendship down the drain when I treated her like dirt and nothing and now all she felt for me is pity because even though I am older in age I'm not older in maturity if I think that me faking feelings for her would make her want to leave her loving, supportive, gentlemen of a husband who she knows loves her for everything that she is and wouldn't try to change her for anything. There is no way that she was leaving her husband for me.

I got fed up, there is no way that I'm losing this fight, Demi will fall in love with me and I'm not immature, I'm a man and that means that I'm very mature, resourceful and powerful so bend to my will woman and do what the man says. I was about to make a retort but all I got out was: " Hey I have spent money on you and given you my undivided attention for weeks now and so you owe me to be able to do whatever I want when I want it. I want you to be my mistress along with the other girls in order to get through this disaterious marriage of mine. I don't even love Celeste but she has paid her dues to me so why not marry her?"

Then I felt someone trying to pull on my jacket and then someone tickled me in the ribs which is my ticklish spot, dam someone knows my weaness, and then I heard a little voice: " You let go of my mommy, mister. She no like you being all lovey with her, only daddy can do that".

I had to let go of Demi and stumble back trying to lose the little pest who was seriously annoying me, I had no idea that one of Demi's brats had followed us and was trying to stop me from getting what i want. Oh when I get my hands on her, she'll be one dead girl. I'm not gonna beat her up cause she isn't worth it but I will pick her up and lock in a dark room and leave her there until she learns to keep her nose out of other people's business and to be quiet until a guy talks to her.

I turned around really fast and grabbed her by the arms, picked her up and told her that me and her mommy were having a conversation and I had every right to act all "lovey" to her mommy cause I will be her mommy's bedmate so deal with it. I felt Demi grab my hands trying to protect her brat, does she acually think she can use those weak muscles to get a muscled guy like me to drop this pipsqueak, ya right. The brat bit me and kicked me in the groin trying to get away and dam does that girl have a good kick, it made me drop her to the floor. I hope she got hurt really badly.

By this time, I felt something hit my head, what is it with people throwing stuff at me? I turned around and saw that it had been Celeste's shoe. She glared at me and said: "Well my eyes are open now. Don't worry honey I wouldn't want to saddle myself to a lier, cheater, manipulative, vain, cruel, selfish, wannbe player and rockstar jerk with no personality, no values, no talent and nothing to offer a stunning, kind, generous person who has a lot going for her kind of woman. Go on playing with your little toys cause one day karma will bite you in the butt and me and Demi will laugh at you and thank God that we don't have to deal with you. Goodbye Joseph forever"" then threw her ring at me hitting me in the eye and stomped off.

How dare she say those mean and hurtful things to me? I would have treated her well, she would have enough money to shut her up, to only say nice things about me and our marriage and be the arm candy she should be. This is not how I wanted things to go and it's all the brat's fault so she'll pay. I grabbed the brat by the arm and brought up my arm to smack her like all woman need to have in order to stay in line when someone turned me around, screamed " don't you dare touch my baby!" and hit me really hard that I twisted before heading stright down on the floor.

When I woke up, my family and my friends were all around me with smelling salts, water and words of encouragement to wake me up, I had my head in my mother's lap while she was stroking my hair, finally a woman who knows how to treat a man. Once my mind cleared up, I told everyone my side of the story. I left out the part where I tried to seduce Demi and made it seem like I was attacked by Demi's daughter and her hubby. I'm the innocent party in all this cause if Demi had just gone along with my brillant master plan then Celeste wouldn't have known about me cheating on her and not really loving her and I still would a cheater who gets some from every girl he can while projecting the image of a family men.

Everyone believed me, of course I have a honest face plus everyone believes me, and my dad even offered to sue Demi and Sterling for physical and emotional stress, that is a good thought, I would love to see Demi and Sterling suffer because they fought back when they should have just been pushovers and have to pay me lots of money for my fake injuries but if we go to court then I might be countersued for their emotional stress and that wouldn't be good for my image if the truth were said so for my own image's sake I will let it go. But I will get Demi to be my bed buddy, believe me on that fact. But dam i owe Jared $150 bucks.

June 18, 2011

Innocent Question Leads to Panic

Now I know why parents hate the whole "Where do babies come from?" question and the whole difference between boys and girls thing. It's not because telling your child about the intricate detail of how babies are made is weird and uncomfortable, though it kind is cause children aren't mentally capable of understanding the major details of how a baby is made, no matter how much you "dumb" it down for them because it reminds everyone that the way we are explaining things to our child about how they were created is how the child asking the question was actually made and no child no matter what age doesn't like to have the mental image of their parents making love, no matter if they had been created by this natural action, so all parties become uncomfrotable and fidgety when it comes to telling thier young children about the "birds and bees".

Everything started off innocently enough; Demi and I took Kayleigh and Sonny to the local YMCA to go swimming for the "Family Swim". we both wanted the girls to be comfortable around water and be knoweldgeable enough in the water to be able to swim and enjoy their time around and in the water with their mommy, me and their family and their friends cause going somewhere with a huge body of water and either not being able to swim or not feeling comfortable with water makes the water activities less enjoyable to the person who can't swim cause they are usually sititng on the sidelines watching their friends having a blast and wishing that they could join then in the fun and wishing that they had learned to swim as children.

I have no reason to believe that the girls wouldn't take to swimming like fish to water, excuse the pun. Demi and I have to practically pull the plug out of the tub then pick up a squirming and loudly protesting 2 & 3 year old out of the rapidly draining bathtub cause the girls have been splashing water onto the floor like mad as they pretended to be mermaids exploring some underwater cavern and didn't want to end their aquatic adventure for something as trival to them as getting dressed and going to sleep.

Demi and I decided that to save time we would put the girls into their swimsuits and ourselves before going to the pool. I think Kayleigh and Sonny looked adorable in their swimsuits although I'm the typical daddy who thinks that all of his girls are adorable in anything they wear, let me be specific my little girls look adorable in anything they wear even if they are covered head to toe in dirt and mud from playing in the dirt and grass all afternoon, I still want to gather them up into my arms and smother their little faces with kisses then carry them inside for a nice bubble bath to get all that dirt off them so I can see their proclein skin looking oh so touchable and kissable again.

Demi, on the other hand, looks beautiful in anything she wears. I'm so much in love with her that she could be wearing her "Sicky Vicky" or "Gross Out Girl" outifts and I would still think she looked good. I think Demi looks beautiful in anything from her PJ pants and a t-shirt even covered in baby spit up and baby mashed food, to a beautiful gown designed by the top designers. It didn't matter what she wears, her inner beauty shines brighter then anything she could ever wear since it can't be contained.

All Sonny and Kay could talk about on th way to the YMCA is how excited they were to go into the big bathtub aka the pool, cause it means a bigger area to play mermaids with mommy and daddy. That sounds like a fun-filled gameplan but mommy and daddy have to make sure that your girls' fun doesn't interfer with the other boys and girls and their mommies' and daddies' fun.

When we got to the YMCA, Demi took Kayleigh and I got Sonny and we went into the seperate changingrooms. It seemed like the world had stopped and not in a good way cause when Sonny and I entered the room, it seemed like all the guys in the room turned to watch us walk acorss the room. Ok I know that Sonny is adorable but didn't your parents teach you guys that it's rude to stare at people, I mean how would you feel if complete strangers stared at you when you entered the room?, I bet you would feel like you had something on your face,in your teeth or something else wrong with your appearence. In short you would feel inadequate and your self esteem might drop down a bit.

I think Sonny felt like she was under the microscope cause when she saw the men watching her, she turned around to look behind her to see if they were looking at someone behind her, then at herself in pale pink paisley shorts with a matching t-shirt to see if it had gotten dirty or messed up since she had gotten out of the car and finally glancing at me with raised eyebrows and a "Daddy, why are those people staring at me?" kind of look.

I just took her hand and lead her to the nearest bench to put our clothes into a locker. Sonny is wearing her pale blue one piece swimsuit with frills on her straps and on the sides of the legs, it was girly enough for my little one who sometimes has to be reminded that she is a girl and that it is ok to act like one, and her auburn hair is tied up in a high ponytail that swings whenever she moves her head. All in all she looks adorable with her big blue eyes, rosebud mouth and still pudgy, baby-fat body that just begs to be squished into a big bear hug and her little face to being smothered with kisses but then again when don't I think my three girls are adorable?

I am wearing dark red swimshorts and a white t-shirt, the shorts were new and this was the first time I was wearing them. The first thing to do before going out into the pool area was blowing up Sonny's water wings, there was no way that i was letting my little angel go into the water without them cause as I said before this is the first time Sonny and Kayleigh were going in the water and I wanted to try Kay and Sonny swim away from Demi and me a bit to see if they would be comfortable and able to swim to us, even if it's the doggy paddle cause it's a start to learning how to swim. As I was blowing them up, Sonny was babbling about what I guess she wanted to do with her mommy, sissy and me in the water as she swung her little feet while sitting on the bench.

Then it was time for Sonny and I to rinse off before going into the pool so I got in first just to make sure that the water would be warm enough for my littlest angel cause I know that her skin is sensitive so what may be warm to me is hot for her delicate skin. When it was warm enough for Sonny, she hestiantly went in the shower and spun around to get wet then scurried out of the water, oh well all she had to do was get damp to be admitted into the pool.

When we got to the pool, Demi and Kayleigh were there, Kay is dressed in a lilac two piece bathing suit that showed off her little roly-poly tummy with her little outie bellybutton, there is no way that when Sonny and Kay get to teenagers they will be allowed to wear anything tight, short or in anyway anything that showcases their cleavage, tummies or their underwear in front of those drooling, adolescent hormone filled boys who don't have innocent thoughts in their heads, they want to use my sweeties for their own advantage and see how far they can go with my girls by pretending to be romantic, kind and caring gentlemen.

I also know that I sound like an overprotective daddy but um hello have you seen my wife and how drop dead gorgeous she is, both inside and out, and since both Kayleigh and Sonny look like their mommy but with my blue eyes I know that when they reach their teens they will be just as gorgeous as their mom and have a flock of men veying for their attention and love. Plus like any dad of girls, I don't want anyone to hurt my sweeties, both mentally and emotionally and I will always believe that I'm the only man who will love Kay and Sonny the way that they deserve, truly, deeply and with all my heart and soul, though that is what Demi's dad said and yet I was the man who won my angel's affection and love in the end and her dad let me marry his daughter so I guess only time will tell what kind of guy wins my little sweeties' heart. But for now, they are still my little girls and I want to keep them that way.

Demi, of course, looked gorgeous in a pale pink bikini, there is no way that this women had two babies cause her stomach was just as flat as when we were younger though if someone really looked close they could see a slight bulge in Demi's tummy, the only sign that she was ever pregnant twice but only haters or people who actually enjoy hurting others' feelings would look close to find one of Demi's faults, there isn't a lot of them. With her wavy black hair tied up in a high ponytail , she looked like a goddess but it could be the fact that I'm her loving husband that I'm saying that. Who knows?

The 1st acitivty was for the girls to lie on their backs with us holding them up by placing our hands on their small backs so that they can get used to having sounds muffled in the water and start to learn how to use their bodies to stay afloat in the water on their backs. Sonny and Kay seem to love being on their backs, staring up at the celing trying to listen to the people around them in their muffled world while gently kicking their legs as Demi and i carried them across the pool.

After a few moments of that, it was time for some water fun. Starting with a race with Kayleigh and Sonny hanging on Demi and mine's back, piggy-back style, as we raced to see who could swim the fastest to the deep end by using the patent and time loved doggy paddle. I'm sure that we all looked really silly but hey we were having fun . As long as my 3 girls were having a blast, I'm happy.

The race was interesting, normally I would go all out cause I'm taller and have more toned muscles then Demi but man I never knew that doing the doggy paddle was so hard, it is kind of hard on your wrists,by the end my wrists were starting to hurt as well as my arms. Plus I had a little girl on my back, who though wasn't heavy at all still made some weight and counterbalance on my back so that I couldn't move as freely.

The race ended up being close, Demi and I reached the deep end at the same time so we both won. Our prize was a kiss from all participants, that is the best prize ever, Demi and the girls' kisses are sweeter then any candy, my heart beats like a jackhammer in my chest and I can hear bells in my ears whenever our lips meet even if only for a second. To me, their kisses rank up there with getting a Grammy.

After the race, it was time for the kiddie slide. Demi and I waited at the bottom of the slide in case Kayleigh and Sonny were too scared to come down the slide and needed encouragement to come down. The girls didn't need any encouragement, they eagerly climbed the stairs, sat on their bottoms and with a gleeful squeal of anticpated excitement of the ride they were about to experience they pushed off and with loud shrieks they rode the slide until they landed with a splash in the water.

When they popped up, thanks to their waterwings, they had the biggest grins on their faces and in between sputters of water, they exclaimed how fun the slide was and asked if they could go again. When Demi gave a nod "yes", they doggie paddled over to the side of the pool as fast as their little legs and hands could go and then strugged to pull themselves out of the water using all the strength they had in their little bodies which wasn't a lot so of course Demi and I had to help them out of the pool by pushing on their adorable little tushies.

After a number of times on the slide with even more joy and squeals from both girls and Demi and I waiting for both girls at the bottom smiling and laughing at the obvious joy and excitement etched on our little angels' faces at how much fun they were having. With minimum protest, even though Kay and Sonny knew that they were getting tired, Demi and I carried the water babies out of the pool and then into the seperate changerooms.

Getting Sonny dressed was a challenge cause she was jumping around exclaiming how much fun she had going swimming with mommy, sissy and me so she was a squirming bundle to hold onto while changing her clothes. Then I had to multi-task getting myself dressed and keeping my eyes on my sweet angel from getting in the way of the other guys who were getting dressed. When we were dressed, we went to the lobby to wait for Demi and Kayleigh to come out. Sonny continued to babble on about the happenings of Kindergarten and she mentioned that one of her classmates was going to be a big sister in 5 months and then she dropped the ball.

Sonny asked me in a sweet, innocent voice "Daddy, where do babies come from?" I tried to keep my cool and said in as even voice as I could without admitting to the fact that my heart was racing out of my chest,my mouth was dry and my mind scrambled for an explaination that satisfied my sweetie's curiousity.

I told her that God had made boys and girls different. When a man and a women really truly love each other, they make a really important promise to each other. They promise that they will always love each other, trust each other with all their secrets and want to spend all their life together, it's called marriage.

Anyway, after they make their committment, they have a special pillow fight that only a married couple can do and the boy and girls' special parts come together to make a baby. My plain explaination seemed to satisfy Sonny's curiousity cause as I was talking she kept her eyes glued onto my face and seemed to be absorbing every detail of my story and when I was done she nodded her head and went on to the next apsect of the wonderful world of Kindergarten. Yes crisis adverted for now but then again there is the whole puberty thing that both Demi and I will have to deal with in the near future.Maybe I will let Demi answer that question since she has more experience about that sort of thing then me. but that is years ahead so I won't think of that now. Oh here's Demi and Kay so it's time to go home.

June 08, 2011

Chatting with Friends

Ok so this isn't exactly what I invisioned my date night with Sterling to be like but even I have to say that I had an awesomely fun night, then again whenever I'm with Sterling I seem to have a blast cause I know that I can be 100% myself around him, just like he can be with me and when we are hanging out with our true and loyal friends. Even if we are just sitting around, chatting and laughing about all the new and exciting things that are happening in our lives we are still having fun and enjoying our time together cause we know that our time together is like once a month besides our weekly phone calls that Sterling teases me about.

It always seems like his conversations with his "boys" aka our male friends seem so short like a 30 minute phone call, the boys say what they want to say about their lives since the last time they talked and then it's "Goodbye" but with us girls, it's like an hour and half conversation filled with lots of laughter, a smidge of gossip or rumors we heard around the studio and you know womanly advice given from one women to another in the name of sisterhood.

Although it's kind of hard to have a personal conversation with my "girls" with my darling husband making the "yak yak" motion with his hands and being a complete child by trying to listen in on my conversations by practically sitting on top of me trying to put his ear to the reciever, no matter how many times I playfully push him away and move from him as much as I can, and fake whine that I'm taking forever on the phone. Remind me why I love my big, child-like husband again? Just kidding; Sterling not being afraid to act silly, dorky or even childish either in public or in the privacy of our own home is one of the many reasons why i fell in love with him in the first place.

I know that all our friends and families all live active and exciting lives with doing TV shows,spending as much with our families and friends and having time where we can relax and unwind after a long and tiring week of running to the studio to promotional events to coming home to sleep, shower, change clothes and eat some dinner before doing it all over again the next day so anytime we can get to spend together as friends who have been like family over the many years we have known them is welcomed and treasured in all our hearts. We never miss our scheduled get togethers, unless one of us is really sick or swamped with work, it's an event that we have on a countdown on our phones so that we know that in exactly this amount of time is a night out with our best friends so we better plan out what activity we will all do that night, what food to bring, mostly finger food and snacks, and what comfortable, casual clothes we will wear that special night. You think our time together was the Emmy's or another award show in terms of the preparation and excitement it causes.

Because of Sterling and mine's busy schedules, Fridays have now taken on a new meaning besides fun night cause the week of work has ended and people usually have two days to do whatever they want to so they take advantage of it by going out on a Friday night to a bar or another fun place with the friends to start off the fun-filled weekend off to a good start. For me Friday night means date night, the one night of the week when Sterling and I forget about our many tasks that need to be done; reading our scripts until we feel what the characters are saying as if they were the words that we would actually say in the circumstances that our roles put us in, trying to spend time with our dear friends, my music career which of course takes up a lot of my time and energy and try our hardest to spend time with each other, talking about things that are important and happening in our life.

There is no way that I want my marriage to Sterling to suffer in anyway, i want our marriage to be super strong where we can tell each other everything and anything in our minds and know that the other person will listen with an open heart and mind, give us their best advice on how to handle a situation and make us laugh to cheer us up and encourage us to try our best no matter what life throws at us cause we know that our spouse will be behind us to love, support and encourage us the entire way.

Friday night is when Sterling and I do something together, it could be as simple as baking cookies which always ends up with Sterling starting a flour fight by clapping his flour covered hands on my face leaving marks so of course I have to throw a small handful of flour back at him which starts a food fight war and our nice clean kitchen is soon covered counter to floor with batter,flour and egg yolk as well as us covered head to foot with the same batter on the floor so while the cookies are in the oven,it's shower time for us. it's messy fun but still fun cause I know what a hilarious picture we make and how childish we are being but Sterling and I are making memories of our own in the life of our marriage so we don't care what people say about us.

Although all I had to tweet was "Found a new way to make cookies, mix in some flour, eggs, a food fight with my child-like, adorabley playful husband and you get delicious chocolate cookies :)" and my fans wrote messages aobut how adorable Sterling and I were being in the photo of Sterling and I decked out in our floor, cookie batter and egg clothing so I don't think Sterling and I being goofballs fazes anyone.

Our dates range from being extravegant like a romantic dinner at a 4 star restaurant where you need to wear your best dress clothes and make reservations a week ahead in order to get a table to simple events like going bowling at the local bowling aisle with hot dogs and nachoes with pop as our dinner and friendly competition of who knocks down the most pins and who has the best victory dance when they do knock down the pins, I have to say mine rocks though it mostly jumping and squealing with lots of hand clapping and generally acting like a total goofball that makes my man just smile at my silliness.

Tonight's date is Sterling and me having a webchat in our bedroom, I'm so excited for tonight; it'll be the first time that Sterling and I do a video chat together combining our fans' questions together into one plus it's happening at our house so Sterling and I don't have to go to a studio to hold it, it's in our own surroundings where we feel most comfortable.

After a yummy dinner of spaghetti and big juicy meatballs, it was time for dishes so while I did the dishes Sterling went upstairs to make sure everything was set up for our chat. I never knew that Sterling had brought his cell phone upstairs with him until I heard the specialized ringtone that I had set up for Sterling of "Stuck Like Glue" ring out in the kitchen that was silent only for the sounds of the dishes clicking together in the sink and my humming. I dried my hands and got my phone only to find a text message that said: "Hey gorgoeus. Going my way ;)" Ok what girl would think that last line was flirty and funny; to me it was slightly dorky and not flirty or flattering at all; it actually made my laugh and shake my head at my sweetie's adorable corniness at trying to be sauve.

I typed back: "Hey handsome. Nothing just doing the dishes. How my tech guy doing on getting the chat online? And why are you texting me from upstairs, my silly guy. :)" then with a smile on my face at my guy's goofines I went back to doing the dishes. But I got interupted by another text message: "Hmm maybe cause I love you and I wanted to tell you that very important information. (girlie squeals) You called me your tech guy, you think I'm a techie which I totally am not, I can't even program the microwave but if you want to call me your tech guy then I will accept that nickname. Especially if it entails me getting kisses from you cause me likey your kissies. :). Love you baby doll"

Aww how can I argue with such sweet and romantic words spoken by my guy? I sure can't, Sterling's tweet made me laugh and go "aww" at the same time, if he does get the chat up and working then he is guaranteed to get lots of kisses from yours truly cause I enjoy giving Sterling kisses just as much as I enjoy recieving said kisses from him , they make my knees go weak, my heart race and the world fade into nothing until it's just Sterling and me in this entire world.

My reply: " Well I can't argue with that logic cause I love your kisses too and don't really need an excuse to kiss you, I'll kiss you whenever I want to which is pretty much every 2 minutes :). Now all this is quite entertaining but in order for the live chat to happen; I need to finish the dishes and you need to finish setting up the live chat so even though I love you please finish the techie stuff so we could have a nice talk with our friends\fans. xoxo"

Sterling's reply: "Fine!!!! Yes I have succeeded in making my kisses unforgettable and addicted though all I care about is that you're addicted to my kisses cause they are yours and yours alone. But I know that I won't get kisses from you if I don't get the chat up and running and I need my Demi kisses or little Sterling gets saddy so Sterling go bye bye for now. But woman if you aren't up here in 10 minutes I'm going to come and get you, pick you up and carry you upside down upstairs whether you like it or not. Love you too xoxoxox which I will collect later."

Oh believe me sweetie; I know that you will come to get me if i'm not upstairs in 10 minutes and I don't want little Sterling to be saddy waddy cause that will make little Demi just as saddy waddy and want to smoother Sterling's face with kisses which I'm pretty sure that he wouldn't mind being smoothered with kisses especially if I'm the one doing it. Now I better hurry my little tush into gear and finish the dishes or I'll be in trouble with my hubby.

Well I got my little butt into gear and got the dishes squeaky clean in no time and while they dried in the dishdrainer, I washed my hands and went upstairs to mine and Sterling's bedroom to find that the laptop with the software that is required to do the chat and two chairs sitting side by side in front of the computer. Aww my guy is so prepared, what a good boy, he deserves kisses from me which he will never say no too :).

"Here is your seat M'lady. Right beside me though it's not as close as I like it to be but I can fix that easily" Sterling slid my chair closer to his then patted it for me to sit down which of course I did.

Can I say that my hubby looked so darn adorable and sexy at the same time with his bedhead like hair, hmm he must have gotten out of the shower and towel dried his hair and then didn't style his hair so it looked like he had just woken up from a nap and on Sterling it looked adorable and so unassuming. He also looked super duper adorable in navy blue pj pants with polar bears playing hockey and a pale blue three buttoned short that showed a smidge of his slightly hairy chest, hey I'm the only one who can see that gorgoeus slightly muscled chest with some hair that cushions my weary head as we cuddle either to go to sleep or just watching TV, it really calms me down and makes me sleepy listening to his steady heartbeat under my ear and it's like there's a niche in the spot right above Sterling's heart that is designed for my head to fit nicely there.

When I sat down in my designated chair, Sterling gently took my feet and hung them over his legs to that he could massage my feet as we waited for the chat to begin. I will never not accept a foot message or any kind of affection from my guy, I love knowing that my Sterling isn't afraid to show the people he loves how much he loves them either in public or in private with the same amount of love; it shows he is a loving, sweet, caring and sensitive guy which of course was one of the reasons I fell in love with him in the first place.

I kept my feet in his lap even when the camera turned on and Sterling and I introduced the begininng of the chat to all our 12,000 viewers. The chat, of course,started off slow with some shoutouts to various peoples.

S: "The first question is how did you guys know that you guys were in love with each other?. Hmm I don't know about Dem but for me it was love at first sight as corny as some people might think that is. I took one look into Demi's eyes at the first table read of "Sonny with a Chance" and some little voice told me that this was the women that I had been waiting for my entire life and the women I would one day marry. Now all I needed to do was convince Demi that I was her Prince Charming and her future husband which took 4 long years and a lot of encouragement and matchmaking from our dear friends and family members who could openly see my heart and its love for Demi"

D: (mouths "aww" at her husband's sweet and romantic words) " All I can say to Sterling's sweet story is "aww" and I always thought that girls were the only ones who thought "Love at first sight" actually existed but it's always nice to know that there are men out there who have the same romantic and sweet thoughts as woman in terms of love at first sight. To answer the question; it took me less then a year from meeting Sterling the 1st time for me to know that I loved Sterling more then just a friend and it was only because Dallas had blurted out "Honey, I already know that you love Sterling as you aren't exactly sublte about how you really feel about him, no matter how much you protest that you guys are "just friends" now could you please tell him that you are madly in love with him?"

The reason she said that was because I was talking to her about my day at set where Sterling, being the sweetie he is, had come to my dressingroom and asked me if he could walk me to the lunchroom where our friends where waiting for us and how he had held my hand all the way down, and that it sent shivers down my spine, my heart racing and suddenly I felt warm all over and how we talked about everything under the sun and how walking side by side hand in hand with Sterling talking and laughing seemed so right to me. I guess that I hadn't been exactly subtle about how I feel about Sterling even as much as I tried to push my feelings for him out of my head whenever they got too less "friend" like and to our friends' dismay and matchmaking skills. But hey finally my mind and heart caught up to each other and I got my Prince"

S: " Aww that's so sweet that it deserves a kiss so pucker up woman (Sterling puckers up and gives Demi a soft, sweet kiss on the lips, they smile at each other for a second then get on with the chat). Ok so hopefully the next questions will enable me to get more kisses from my dear wife cause me likey them. Ok so next question is: "What is a typical evening with you guys?". And for the answer i will ask my darling wife. Demi, you go first."

D: "Okie dokie, well usually Sterling gets home from his job at "Get Real" at about 5 and I get home at around 5-6 so whoever gets home first starts dinner which is usually a piece of meat, and two kinds of vegetables with a nice big glass of milk so that we get our bones nice and strong and healthy. While we eat at the dinningroom table we talk about our day then it's time for some relaxing so after our baths, we get into our pjs and watch some TV, we switch off where Sterling and I watch one hour of our kinds of shows or if it's a movie then we both have to "ok" the movie.

Sterling and I have a tradition; we have to watch a movie from the other person's genre one after the other ex. one day it will be a "chick flick" then the next day is an action movie and no Sterling doesn't make a fuss when he has to watch a chick flick with me, probably cause I always tell him that watching "girlie" films gets him in touch with his femine, sweet, sensitive and caring side, though he is already a sweet, sensitve,romantic and caring guy that I fell in love with. (Sterling and Demi once again kiss sweetly and stare in each other's eyes for a few moments). After some TV time, it's bedtime at around 9-10 at night.

Ok the next question; "What are kinds of books do you guys read?. Sterling?"

S: "Well I like reading science fiction, I'm really into other civilizations on other planets, humans fighting against aliens\mutants, cloning, pretty much any stories set in the future like 2030 and I'm in heaven. I also like reading mysteries cause I like sorting through the clues that the writer gives us to figure out who did it before I read about who did it from the detectives in the books. I like to see if my wits and intelligence matches the fictional detectives in the story and if I can solve the cases before they do. I also love the twists and turns that mysteries have that leave you second guessing the suspects, one minute they seem gulity then they say and do something that puts doubts in your mind that they are actually the killers; it keeps me on my toes and intrigued which means that it's a good book to read. Demi?"

D: "Well Sterling and I have similar taste in books; I also enjoy reading mysteries for the same reasons that Sterling does; we sometimes even exchange mysteries stories when we are done reading them just as long as we don't give the other person the ending cause it's no fun reading a story that you already know who did the crime.

I also enjoy reading non-fiction about people and their trials and tribulations that they have gone through and in the end only made them a better and stronger person in the end because they learned a good life lesson about how the world works and how to live the best life that they can. An example of this is of course the memorable memoir of Cupcake Brown I have read it at least 20 times and have practically committed it to memory so that I can almost recite the book word by word.

I also have to admit that I'm a woman who likes reading romance novels, they have to have a plot of course and of course the hero and herione have to have their own "Happily Ever After" ending. I got hooked on them when I was younger and single because of course reading them gave me the hope that I will find my own romance novel type of relationship. Even though I have found my own romance novel type of love (Demi looks lovingly at Sterling as she talks) with my hubby right here, it's always nice to read about other people finding the same kind of true love that I have found in their own lives even if they are fictional."

S: " I think that answer deserves another kiss, what do you guys think? ( the tweets of "Yes!" came rushing in so of course Sterling gives Demi a sweet but way too short for both of their liking kiss). Next question is: " When you guys look into your futures, what do you both see?. Hmm wow that question is so deep and made to make us think long and hard of the answer although i'm pretty sure that Demi and I will have the same basic answer; that we both see our future with us still as madly in love as we were on our wedding day with a couple of kids, don't care what gender, and just be fulfilled, happy and satisfied with our lives in both the professional and personal aspects.

i hope we both still have jobs being able to showcase our acting chops whether it be in comedy or drama and a certain wife of mine keeps making the beautiful, personal, heartwarming songs that me and her loyal fans love listenning to. I also see Demi and me happy and fulfilled in our personal lives surrounded by loving and supportive family and friends who feel like a part of the family that we can share our triumphs and disappointments with. "

D: "Ok so I will go on to the next question cause Sterling pretty much echoed the thoughts I had about that question and I don't want to repeat the answer. The next question is: "How did Sterling propose?" Well I guess I will answer that question since i was the one who got proposed to; it was like a scene from a romantic movie. I came home from work one night and found a trail of white and red rose petals leading to my balcony where I found a huge bouquet of pale pink roses and Sterling with his guitar waiting for me under the balcony. When he saw me, he started to sing a personalized song about how much he loves me, how I made his life complete and gave him a purpose in life and ended up with him proposing to me which of course reduced me to tears so that all I could do was nod my head. Sterling was too cute, he kept asking me if I was saying "yes" cause I pretty much ran down from my balcony and threw myself into his arms and rained kisses down his face which I guess wasn't the straight answer his tender heart needed to stop beating out of his chest. When I kept repeating "yes" did he calm down enough to hug me then give me one of his toe curling kisses.

I even had Sterling give me his notes of the song to keep as a memorysake for our wedding alblum cause who wouldn't want to remember how their husbands had proposed to them with such sweet and romantic words. Ok next question: "What is your favorite project of your spouse and "Sonny with a Chance" doesn't count?."

S: "Ok so that's a hard question cause I pretty much love anything Demi does, whether it be music or acting wise so it's kind of hard to narrow down which one of her projects is my favorite. Here's my answer: "Camp Rock" because it was the first project that showed off her beautiful singing voice and immense talent to the world and to Disney so that they casted her in "Sonny with a Chance" and so I could meet her. Not that Demi wasn't awesome in "As the Bell Rings" or "Barney" but most people don't remember her roles in those TV shows and everyone remembers her in "Camp Rock". Although once again who could forget that beautiful singing voice, angelic looks, sweet, caring personality and real-life acting that was my angel at the start of her career though Demi hasn't changed that much from the first time I met her, which I love of course. "

D: "Aww good answer. Ok my favorite project of Sterling's is "Starstruck" because not only did the audience, mostly fangirls,hear that Sterling had an amazing, hauntingly beautiful, heart melting voice, I actually melted and my eyes were glued onto the screen with my chin in my hand daydreaming that "Chris" was singing to me those love songs while watching the movie. Along with his wonderful job of being casted as a somewhat arrogant, selfish but yet sweet, romantic and a down to earth guy trying to live his life his own way instead of letting his parents and management tell him what to do, I could see why the movie was popular. "

S: " Next question: Sterling or Demi would you guys like to do a duet or work together on a project someday?. Ok so the short answer is: of course, that would be amazing. The longer answer would be that Demi and I have been talking for many years about doing a duet with each other but our different shows and projects always seem to delay our duet. I know that Demi as well as myself would love to work together on a project cause working with her and the rest of our friends on "Sonny with a Chance" was one of the happiest moments and 2 years of my life so of couse I would jump at any chance to work together with Demi epsecially if in the show or movie we play love interests, cause I'm pretty sure that I would put my whole heart and soul into that role; since I have been playing the role of love sick guy for the past 4 years :). Hopefully one day that dream of working together again either on a song, a love song of course, a TV show or movie will come into fruitition, fingers crossed."

D: " I couldn't have said it better myself so I will go onto the next question but not before a shoutout to our like family, at-one-time-co-stars best friends Tiffers,B-Fresh,Dougy and little Aly. We love and miss you guys very much and hopefully we can set up a reunion of the Randoms and Mr Pooper, sorry Sterling where we can all hang out again soon.

Okie dokie, the next question is: Have you and Sterling gotten the kids question yet?. Oh yeah but doesn't every newlywed couple get that question?. I swear even complete strangers ask us: "So have you guys thought about babies cause babies bring a lot of joy and laughter into a marriage and is the only way that a couple can be a happy and loving family. Oh you two won't know complete joy in your lives until you hear the pitter patter of tiny little feet" .

Can you guys say embarassing, I mean we hardly know the person, at least when our families subtly hint about giving them grandchildren\nieces or nephews, we can laugh and joke about it like " hey we just got married, can we at least get used to joining our seperate lives and being married before bringing babies into the mix?." But with strangers, you can't really present your case about why Sterling and I aren't thinking of having children right away, I mean both Sterling and I want children that's not the prbblem, it's just too soon into our marriage for children. We both sat down before the wedding and talked about when to start trying for children and have decided that we want at least a year to get used to being married before having a baby. So with strangers who ask the baby question all you can do in that situation is smile, nod and pray under your breath that they will stop with the nagging about children. Alrighty next question is: Demi, I know that Sterling likes to cook so does he ever cook for you?"

S: " Of course, what woman doesn't like a guy who can cook. I'm no Chef Gordan or anything but I whip up a mean batch of curry chicken and Thai rice with a batch of warmed up dinner rolls, I have never met anyone who upon eating my food say "yuck" or spits it out so it must be tasty. I mostly get my ideas from eating my mom's cooking growing up and the cookbooks I borrow from the library cause like I said before I can't really whip up extravagent dinners, just simple dinners at least 3 times a week as Demi and I alternate days to make dinners.

During the cooking of the dinners I probably look like a total goofball with my apron, chef hat covered in flour and sauces dancing to the radio cause it's kind of boring cooking in total silence plus how can you not dance to a song that you like and makes the music in you come alive. But my goofiness and simple cooking gets only better when my sweetie smiles at me, gives me a snuggly, loving hug ,a sweet as honey kiss and says how proud she is of me that my food is so yummy and how I'm such a good cook ,man do I love my honey's kisses, hugs and praise though to be honest like I said before I love pretty much anything Demi says or does cause I'm a man in love and am proud to say it. ( Demi mouthed "aww" silently at Sterling's sweet and romantic words). Ok last question for tonight is What is the best advice you were ever given?"

D: "Well I have been given a lot of advice over the years from different people but I have to say that the best advice I have been given is from my psychologist from the treatment centre who said that I should live my life in a way that I can look back years from now and be proud of what I said and did during my life, a life that I can tell my children about when they are old enough to understand and have no trouble telling them everything that I did, whether it was right and wrong cause I know that during my trials and troubles I learned life lessons that I can pass onto the next generation and be proud of how I lived my life. I just hope that I have been living my life in a way that Sterling and mine's children can be proud of their mommy when they are old enough to understand"

S: ( As Demi was talking she was tearing up at the rememberance of the personal hell she went through with her diagnose of bi-polar and being at the treatment centre what felt like years ago and how she hoped and prayed that 1) her babies never got the same disorder that she had and have the same trials and tribulations as she did and 2) that when her babies heard about their mommy's troubles that they won't lose faith in her and be disappointed in their mom cause if they did then Demi's heart would be broken.

So to be the supportive and loving husband that Sterling is, he put his arm around me and gently and supportenly stroked my arm and back with his thumb in order to let me know that I'm never alone , that since the treatment centre he has become very proud of how I am living my new lease of life and that no matter what happens in our lives he will always be behind me to support and love me just like he promised he would on our wedding day.

"Okie doke so now that there is some tension and sadness in the room I hope that my answer will fix that. My answer will be from my mom: " The only way to live a life is to be yourself, no matter what others say" and hopefully I'm making my parents proud by just doing my own thing by thinking my own thoughts, giving my own opinion and living the life I dreamed about as a child. Also the quote says that by being yourself means not to letting anyone tell you what you can or can't say or do and no matter what mean and evil things people say about you to get your self esteem down, don't take it to heart cause everyone has the right to their opinion but just let the negatives wash over you , the bad words go in one ear and out the other witohut passing through your brain kind of thing, and let life go on way you designed for yourself. Ok so that's all folks cause it's getting late, it's 8 here and Demi and I still need to get some lunches and clothes together for the busy day tommarrow so I think I'm speaking for Demi when I say that this is the end of the chat but hopefully Dems and I can have another chat soon. I love you guys" ( Demi waves to the screen, says "I love you guys too and thanks for sending such wonderful questions" and then blew a kiss to the screen before the screen went black).

Sterling turned to me and held up his hand for a high five at a job well done which of course I did although that sneaky little devil sneaked in a kiss as he held my hand. Oh well, I'm always up for some of Sterling sweet kisses so it doesn't really matter that he had snuck a kiss cause I'm pretty sure that I have snuck kisses from Sterling before.

"Are you ok? I know that the last question brought up some bad memories but sweetheart you know that there is no way that our children will ever be disappointed in you. Like me, they will love you with all their hearts and be proud of the fact that their mommy is a strong women who knew that she had issues from the bullying and teasing that most children go through and some don't even survive from, I can't tell you how many stories of teenagers who were bullied committing sucide because they couldn't handle the pain of being bullied.

But their mommy used her own problems growing up wth her own bullying and emotional problems to help other young people who were or are going through what she did to know that they are never along and always have their own support system behind them made up of people who love them just the way they are and will support them through these difficult time so that they end up just like you are now, young men and women who are stronger, and braver after having to deal with life's trials and tribulations and become better versions of themselves by living the life they have only dreamed about. What child wouldn't be proud of their parents for trying to help others with their own problems?

And if for some reason, our babies have bi-polar disorder then that's the hand God has given us and we know that God only gives us things in our lives that he knows we can handle so I guess we will deal with it when it happens, together of course. Besides we both already know how to make sure that this disorder doesn't rule someone's life and that with medication and lots of support, love, understanding and coping skills a person can have this disorder and still live a normal life. Whatever happens, we are in this together cause honey I hate to break it to you but since our vows " For better or worse" you are officially stuck with me. "( Demi giggled at that last comment cause only her guy would go from being sensitive and insightful to making a funny quirp in order to make her laugh and feel the love and support that he had in his heart for her. So of course Demi threw her arms around Sterling's shoulders for a snuggly hug which they held for a couple of minutes just enjoying their time in each other's arms).

How could a girl not tear up when her man says such sweet, touching, inspiring words to her? Yes I teared up a bit but I couldn't be sad too long cause my husband picked me up, slung me over his shoulder in a firemen carry and with a soft slap on the behind he said that is what time to make lunches then snuggle time, hmm I like that term better then the usual term of bedtime. I better hurry my butt into gear so I can have plenty of snuggle time with my sweetie until I fall asleep.